birdie nest

2009-04-26T09:00:00.003+08:00

been reali reali missing for reali real long time.... believe that no1's cummin on to read the ongoings of mi as i've already stopped visiting ppls's blog... doesnt reali matter to mi.. for whole of this 1 yr many stuff happened.... ended my "not so long relationship wif elephant, getting on fine wif my life now... n fallen out wif my so call 'brothers' who dun simply hab the basic trust n confidence in mi.... u dun simply come up to mi n ask of wat happened to mi n her after so long n since u peers says u're not interested in my sad stories.... some stuff juz simply happen for sum reasons n it happened right from the day i ended it.... n since u would rather buy stories of others then i dun think n feel i will hab the need to defend myself.... no right's n wrong's as its already over n done... congrats on ur wedding n may u live a blissful life after... i'm oso going to another chapter of my life n i'm sure this chapter of my life hab already ended.. i gave up alot for some, messed up my life, screw up for 1 whole yr, hurting n being hurt by ppl around mi is simply not a fun n interesting phrase to go thru but i suppose it's all being put to an end now except for 1 particular matter... i apologize for all hurtful stuff i've done.. I'm Reali SO Sorry... N for all who stood by mi all long, i reali thank u alot!! its reali very much appreciated.. wif this last post here, i wish, all the best n wateva u do n do ur best n wateva u do... take care! God bless...

2008-10-21T19:19:00.002+08:00

pix from car show.. hehee... gonna take pixs of my figurine n post up next... n after that.........................

2008-10-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

i was rape during the wee morning of today....

and i dun like ppl to disturb mi when i'm slpin!!

its juz a simple matter so dun think too much folks!

more updates later in the nite if the bleeding managed to stop...

2008-10-09T21:35:00.009+08:00

from the pixs u ppl can know that i'm quite "happening" these few weeks.... went F1 wif *Des.. free entry.. thanks brudder for bringin mi in.. u peers should go hear the engines roar no its ROAR if u do hab the chance!! powerful sia! more powerful than live range sound.... ear plug r a muz if u're going!!.... u wun wan to hurt ur ear drums... then its followed by meeting M1 to celebrate Mr *Monkey's birthday.. or should say belated as he's not free on children's day... watched e movie, Eagle Eye.. not bad la... worth the cinema weekend price... took tons of pixs but its not on my cam.... my cam onli a few.... ): so limited pix posted.... haben receive those precious pictures yet... as usual went drinking after the movie again.... n again.... hahaa... wonderful nite i should say.. its reali relaxing n fun.. then last week met up of one of mi poly buddy, *ling to hab dinner... kinda seems to mit her up often lately.. went TM gai gai then decided to dine @ Seoul Garden... been very very very very long since i hab Seoul garden.. ate till we're both very very bloated.. hahaa... wat a seat we hab as while eating we still hab free show to watch.. but after watchin u might not even or continue to hab ur food... rite *ling?? hahahaa... think we AK used to always go Seoul Garden during sec skool.... sigh.. precious old skool memories... then few days backed went out wif another Pri skool fren *hongling.... another dinner n movie... 2 movies in 4 days.. watched Hua Pi.. Painted skin.... erm.. been quite some time since i watched chinese film le... n the story line is juz like all other normal love story... neither here nor there.... so if u hab watch.. get the Dvd instead.... okie.. i've been staring on the monitor for hrs le.. eyes r reali tired now.. time to let my precious eyes rest~... take care peers... ohh.. b4 i forget.. another fren of mine hab juz set up a online shop... selling clothes for ladies.... so do check her site out... address is http://danitylady.blogspot.com/...

2008-09-28T17:32:00.011+08:00

2008-09-25T00:18:00.001+08:00

seem like mi the groom?? hahaha!.. keep in view for more.....

2008-09-21T03:31:00.002+08:00

after so many monthS of same of songs... think its time for another playlist... (: hab been getting more n more tired easily... sigh.. ppl out there do take care!...

2008-09-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

m i counted lucky or unlucky?? saw something quite interesting this earli morning.... n my guess was all right... my guess were all right once i reached that place... known that area too well, simply too well.... nvm.. over n done as i believe Some will come read UN invitedly... i've got nothing much to hide... wat aches on the most is e current situation.......

八月十五
花好月圆
开开心心
一家团圆

又一轮美丽月亮, 又一段幸福时光, 又一次真诚祝福.
祝你:团团圆圆!甜甜蜜蜜!顺顺利利!

2008-09-14T00:20:00.004+08:00

When the nights are dark, the quietness shall so cast
Its desolateness- an emptiness that much more vast

When all is quiet, the solitude deafens that much more
Echoing the loneliness to the very core

But somewhere in the dimmness, a light so does shine
an incandescence to soften the darkess of the heart and mind

And in its illumination there is a hope which enables one to bear
any such obliqueness that may so despair

A cast of light, a reflection from up high
The lunar glow from up the very sky

And if that moon can shed a luminosity so bright
So that obscurities vanish, and brings enlightment to plain sight

Then if that is such, then let it be a start
To let the night-time come....
and let...THE MOON REPRESENT MY HEART

Happy Mid Autumn Folks!

2008-09-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

new clip out on the blog.. been so long since i posted clips le.. its for all ex Greenviewans to watch.. hahaa... especially ex Greenview band Members... we sure dun sound that good but least we're enjoying ourselves.. hahaaa... enjoy the clip!

2008-09-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

wah!.. today is oso another tiring day for mi!.... mi woke up @ 10 to see the doc... first time to his clinic n i think it will be last.. so un POLITE doctor... knn.... 1st time came over such a stupid doc...muz be wife last nite dun gib him so he's so pissed of earli morning.... took medicine of running nose n cough from him.... went back home, took bread then forgot to eat medicine.. was chatting wif a fren then this fren reminded mi to take medicine.. if not i sure forget to take... hahaaha... then i did spring cleaning for my room!.. rearrange all my stuffs! including the funitures... wahahaa.... cleared all eye sores items! vaccum n mop the floor, wash the fans.. wipe the cupboards n d thick thick dust on my piano... cannot imagine that my room is SO filled wif dust... corners n top edge of the celling.... hahaa... its so clean now!!.... dust level was cut up to 75%..... okie... mum's nagging mi to go eat her rice she fried n follow by my medicine... motherly love... Greatest LOVE!.....

2008-09-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

mi finally going to pay the doctor a visit first thing tomolo... i reali cannot stand my nose running... running since monday... reali shag mi out sia.. n my throat n lungs... majiam wan mi cough them out then they'll be happy lor!! i think i need a major overhaul le lor..... tot i juz went for a health body check up n the doctor certified mi as healthy!? somemore mi cut quite alot on alcohol n cigarettes le lor!.... juz bout barely a month i need a major overhaul le lor... knn.... hahaa.. after bout 1 month.. my mum finally cooked the bag of prawns which i prawn last month.. n she doesnt know that it was actually mi n frens catch 1 till i told her.... hahaa... steamy nice prawns.... after going to see doc... i'll be going down to hab my hair cut... simply too long n messy n thick till mi buay tarhan le lor.... buzi day for mi tomolo.... n if i'm in good mood.. i'll even head down to hab a nite over @ their hse.... packed last week, sibeh free this week... sigh......

2008-09-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

oh man... think i'm getting sick!... or should i rephrase it to, i think i m sick!... my nose is trying to away from mi.... seems that its doesn't like mi anymore.... my throat is getting to be sore too... hab i been ill treating myself lately? i dun think so leh, certainly not my cup of T to ill treat myself lor..... its been so long since i'm sick..... i wan go see doctor.....

2008-09-07T22:44:00.012+08:00

tiring week indeed.... been so so so sO SO SOO long since i hab a week filled with activites! from Monday to SunDay.... Song bo??... SKIOK la!!
last sat went Sim lim to service my PC then went Ktv @ downtown which is currently more known as E-hub... went wif choo n a ex colleague from changi cargo complex.... yeap right after i service my pc.. took cab down as PC could weigh a ton!! sibeh tiring carrying it here n there... saw some1 there while singing... sharp eyes i've got... saw Jacinda n peihuan.... walked to their room n they were quite surprise to see mi.. hahaaa... sung till 12 then went home wif choo to hab some wine... wine but no whine... hahahaa... been some time since i drink... red wine's the best!!

then sun coma as usual!

monday, went jogging... trying to lead a healthy lifestyle nowadays.... think i'm getting old.. jog short distance sweat like i've jog for least 10km lor.. hahhaaa... feels good to sweat at times!

tuesday, met up wif my poly frens... robin n beng... another fren went into army so cant mit us... we're the acapella 4 in our class at that time... without us the class would be so peaceful lor..... went to hab a simple dinner @ PS.. then find a place to chit chat tok cock... when 3 of us r together, comfirm will be non stop rubbish flying around....

Wed think i met up wif des to help out wif some stuff....

Thurs, met up wif sec skool classmate for dinner.. went sakae sushi... reservation was made to skip the long queue at bugis without my knowledge... knn, dun my fren know i dun take jap food?? i onli take jap food made by onli onli uncle, a Chef from 6 STARS hotel.... ;)

Fri, met up wif my Pri skool frens again... yes.. again... this time round we went ktv.... went MS for dinner @ kenny rogers then walked to suntec for 7 hrs of ktv.... started wif 9 ppl, 3 left @ 11, left wif 6.... another 3 left @ 2, so left wif 3 another 1 left @ 3 so left mi n another ger... last man n woman standing till 4..... then she came over somewhere near my place to continue drinking wif mi as she still dun feel like going home... hahaa.. drank till 6... its sibeh sibeh tiring lor!!

sat was intended to go fishing wif army fren but i was simply too too TOO tired to wake up after a long nite of drinking so i asked them to count mi out this time round.... so paisay lor... so rested home.. till evening went out wif choo to get some stuff as he's leaving for china mid this month....

sunday which is today.. went to another's fren hse warming.. @ Jurong!! thats so SO far... cozy n nice love nest... kinda lost at jurong.... hahaaa.. guess who i saw today.. sigh.. i saw her mum.... small world la... exchanged few words onli.. maybe i can call up her mum to get back my pix hor.... still thinking.... wat's useless to her might not be useless to mi, not a heartless man....

so its a reali tiring week.. packed wif lotsa stuff n pocket reali burn big time!!

2008-08-31T15:10:00.002+08:00

i'm finally backed!!! any 1 miss mi?? guess its a NO from the tag board..... been missing for some time as my PC of 5 yrs died on mi... wonder how my sis use it.... mi used so long nothing happens, wheneva she used sure bout to hab fault for mi to clear after it.... wats the cause of the down? haha... brought it down to sim lim to troubleshoot... at first the technician tried powering on it.. there power running but screen shows up nothing on mon nor hab the sure hab beep sound, so he suspect mum's board fault, open a new mum board, test again, no beep sound still, change a new ram for me n test once more... knn still not pix or beep sound.... finally then he suspect is power box as theres nothing more to change le... so took a new power box, tata!! it revived!! hahaaa... not crashes of hard dish... damn happy.. dun wanna lose another batch of PHOTOS! so after so much trouble, it onli cost mi to pay 50 bucks for the power supply box n troubleshooting fee.... damn broke now.... sibeh sain.... will try update more frequently now.... somehow i think its getting sibeh dusty.... maybe should throw in some salt n pepper... muz learn to be a selfish small eyed guy!... sibeh buay kia lang tulan!

2008-08-10T19:24:00.015+08:00

our lovely organizer for the gathering

the one on the right is someone i always copy homework n help mi cheat in mini tests from in pri skool, a fren since PPD! 19 yr old fren!

on left is e onli pri skool fren who is now a trainee teacher n right is some1 i managed to find her thru facebook, lost contact for years wif them.

turtle's expired bottle of fruit juice for mi thru the nite...

gimme ur best smile!

i like this shot taken by miself.. interesting....

the birthday cake

presents opening time

yeap i used newpaper as wrappers... enviroment friendly!

steam boat time!

finally back to blog.... so tired slept all the way till 1630 today... hahaa.. been SO long since i slp till so late... SHIOK..... hahaa.. so happy, last fri i did not spent it alone myself.... had a PRIMARY SCHOOL mates gathering the the playground aka the big splash...... its a night filled wif laughter! 7bois + 6gers + food + kopi - miscommunication x past memories - waiting time = one fun pri skool gathering! thanks to *Stef for making this gatherin a success!... nice date to meet up too... 080808.... it was bout 4 yrs since we met up, n eva since we left pri skool, we onli meet up once every 4 yrs.... hahaaa... i certainly hope the next meeting wun be another four yrs later... by then we're all uncles n aunties le lor... hahahahaa!! *Stef, when's our next meeting all depands on u le lor.... then on sat went over to *Rabbit n *Turtle nest to celebrate *Turtle's & August baby's birthday, which is on 20.08.2008 nice date too.. hahaa... hab an ealier celebration due to some unknown reason... nvm.. had steamboat there... after steamboat we played the old usual game of *SK, Taboo then the guys had another round of RISK.. while the ladies had their mahjong session.... thanks *turtle for opening a bottle of ur "collection" of red wine for mi to enjoy!! was quite nice... too bad it hab to be serve in disposable plastic cups.. n thank Mr *pig to sent mi home... argh.. i'm reali tired..... not enuff slp for mi this week!.... hoping next week shall be a better week!.. take care ppl!

2008-08-03T13:42:00.002+08:00

its bright sunday afternoon.... blogging at my auntie's hse in ponggol..... y? coz i stayed over yesday nite.... came over last nite to hab dinner wif *ah beng n who knows.... we're habin a small beer session after dinner, again.. hahaahaa.... drank till bout 11 plus called up my cousin *Crystal asking if her blur brudder still awake anot so that could bring him over my place to stay n play games wif mi.... who knows, her bro still not home, still out wif her mum was ask to call her mum so i called... told mi that he needs to be in skool tomolo morning which is today.... nowadays sec skool sunday oso need be backed lor.... so sad for those little children... hahahaa.... so i say too bad , no games for u then.... then after 5 mins, he called mi, askin mi y not u come my hse stay la? i say, stay ur hse ar? mi now at ur hse kopitiam "kopi" wif fren leh.. then he became so excited.... asked mi after that go up his hse.... hahaa.... of coz go la... bout 12 le lazy go home le so here i m... blogging at his hse... lucky mi got to slp on his bed.. hahahaa.. no need take the floor..... evil mi... n 1 thing for sure is, if next day he's going to skool for ECA i would not wanna slp here le!... y? COZ HIS ALARM CLOCK IS FUCKING LOUD N IRRITATING! scare the hell of mi as his alarm sound are those reali bell ringing type, LOUD RINGING TYPE.... makin me jump n thinking that i've been TURN OUT! majiam like i was in the army kinda turn out bell.... ring so loud still cant he can dun wake up he oso very very power lor!.. indeed a pig! hahahaa... n now, i'm home alone is my auntie hse... sainz..... ohya! i keep forgetting i need blog out a dream! to all my frens out there driving..... pls drive wif extra care! as i dream of some1 habing an car accident.... thou not killed in accident but car reali abit chui... plus QUITE a FEW Govt property destroyed.... hahaa... so ppl out there, drive carefully! think i'm gonna take a nap soon... never slp well last nite.. make mi abit tulan....

2008-08-02T03:31:00.003+08:00

its another friday nite stayin home... alone.... nope.. i've got my expired juice to acc mi.... what should i blog today?? ya... was feeling so free so went facebook to post some pix.. some old old skool pix... least when i posted them i din't get any scolding or etc... some old pri skool pix... those were the few left... wonderful memories of then.... least we're still somehow keeping in contacts n meet up once every 4 yrs? hahaaa.... last gathering was in yr 2004 or 2005.. not too sure... but next gathering would be on 080808... opeing date of olympics beijing..... wounder if I can make it... hahaa... *stepmum would be pissed of if mi cant make it...... shall see how... hehehehee......was flipping thru facebook when i notice that i wasn't invited for another "gathering" for another group... was somehow rather disapointed... nvm... worst still kena a lecture from *monkey...... who's saying me kicking a fuss for nothing.... sigh.... nvm... over n done.... was invited by turtle to his bday on 16 on aug if i never remember wrong.... turtle.... i wan drink those expired juices of urs... hahaa.. u told mi ur firdge hab a bottle... i'll help myself to it when i get to ur love nest... let hope it shall be a VERY happy gathering!... looking forward to clear ur juice... oohhh..... i think i'm getting tipsy after few glasses of juices..... today muz hab been a tiring day for mi.... :) missing those old gd times of the past.... where we were still in shorts... in a blink of eyes..... we're all grown adults.... in another blink of eyes... turtle would be having his wedding dinner.... responsible adults we are..... i miss all my frens.. i miss AK so does to miss my pri skool mateS!.... i miss M1... missed my sec skool mates..... missing over my missed times... n i think i miss her... missing my chinchillas in heaven..... y do ppl miss? i dunno.... any 1 knows? i doubt.... Mr *monkey come shoot mi wif ur powerful england... somehow enjoy "quarrelling" wif u at times... juz like turtle say... my job in life is to pester ppl... thinking of ways to find trouble n faults wif ppl..... i guess i'm a pain to the asses of some.... nvm... no one appriciates, mi aku ownself will appriciate.... well we're in asia.... wateva we wanna say we've got to think twice n asian dun normally express their feeling out in the face of others which will cause misunderstanding.... a game asian love to play most that would be the guessing game.... no matter how u play, u'll no feel tired.... its oso the game of most ladies out there.... abit tipsy n tired.. limpeh ai kun liao..... hab a great weekend ahead folks....... take care!!!

2008-07-31T17:07:00.002+08:00

was feeling SO free so decided to clear my emails... deleted few hundreds of them.. phew... gonna continue tomolo... tons of junk mails... tired of clicking... while clearin stumble onto an email sent by a "fren" quite some time ago... found it "quite meaningful" so decided to post it here.. if u ppl hab received or read b4, maybe can read it again...........

One day I decided to quit...

I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...

I wanted to quit my life.

I went to the woods to have one last talk.

I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me...

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water.

The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.

But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.

And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.

"In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.

In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo see.

I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.

Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over

100 feet tall.

It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been

growing roots?"

"I would not quit on the bamboo n I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet they both make

the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high"

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and bring back this story.

"When we have our thought very high,
Even the fate will fear to cast its shadow near by!!!

2008-07-31T11:55:00.006+08:00

woke up early morning to hab a body health check up.... knn.. its not very cheap actually.... nabeh.. pocket burn big hole! wat are the checklist provided? the list are as below...

eyes, ears, nose, throat, dental condition, neck n thyroid, chest, lungs, heart, abdomen, hernia, genitalia, rectal/prostate exam, pelvic exam, lymph nodes, skin, musculoskeletal, reflexes, height, weight, BP, PR, body mass index..

blood examination consists of

blood group, HIV status, sugar, cholestrol plus a list of funny funny stuff which are r in short form which limbeh oso dunno is wat.. i onli know the doc drew ALOT of blood, (which after he divided in 3 test tube lookalike thing) army normally drew 1 n this testS need 3.. maybe can go donate blood in the future le.. hahaa... n lucky i'm not that scared of needles as during armytimes i've been poke wif much more bigger size needles

follow by eyesight check which is a 6/6!! hahaa!... then Xray of chest, urine examination (already given) AND STOOL examination(which currently i hab no shits in my Ass) hahaa!!

well, i'll wait for the results n i hope i'm a healthy man!!

2008-07-28T17:31:00.005+08:00

went prawning last sat wif some of AK personnels at pasir ris....managed onli to catch a few prawns but a nice uncle spotted by *Rabbit gave us his catch of the nite.. bout 10 prawns onli.. i think i caught bout 8.. hehee.. not too bad la... went home cooked maggie mee to go wif some of my catch for supper.... fresh prawnS.. yum yum... Pig had the least luck of the nite... hahaa..... toking bout prawning, mi remember that earlier of the month went fishing wif some of my "section mates".... not too bad day.. managed to hab 2 regular size fish caught by robert, wif his newly bought rod costing him cool 140buck few days ago... each weighing close to 2 kg each..... hahaa... nice fish for dinner as we brought to frens hse kopi tiam "zi char tua" for them to cook for us... hahaa.... very very fresh fish i can say.... hahhaaa.... gonna post the clip of fren catching the fish nxt first then hope the solo clip of merlion tomolo....

2008-07-26T16:03:00.003+08:00

clips of 2 types of sliding..... a nice short n sweet type n a long kukumalu type.... hahaa... which 1 do u prefer??

2008-07-26T04:14:00.002+08:00

its a lonely friday nite for mi today.... normally friday nites will sure be out wif some sweet frens of mine but this week is a lonely nite for mi..... sigh..... hab to be home alone drink my expired rebina... hahaa... sainz de lor.... juz hab bout half a bottle.... its rather spicy.. hehee.... too long no drink le?? not sure.. hahaa.. lost count of how much alocohol i've drank this period of time.... all i know is BEER can make some1 weigh "abit" heavier... which that applies to mi at this moment... hahaa.... i'm getting fat?? hahaa..i hope i can be weighing bout 60KG end of the yr... yeah... suppliment are useless to mi as i've tried them.. wasted few hundreds on it n cant gain much from it.... n it make mi hab pimples at that time... darn... make my face look like kena ramp over by a 5 ton tonner.... hahahaa..... wat toking mi sia... mi be too lonely today le lor... turtle.. when the prawning session lor..... ; ) dun make birdie happy for nothing... darn.... mi so pissed off by blogging... due to my stupid type keyboard... always eating up some alphabetS of mine..... so bear wif my typo errors.... juz some old thoughts....

my life now is without KFC mash potatoes, nor habing to eat cheese i dun reali like,

no more having to report of what im doing n where i m...

drinkin as n when or mostly when i like,

going out with whom may it be or wat time it could be...

should i be happy??

i questioned myself suddenly....

looking n thinking on the smiles i love to see,

going out of my life, my site, even my sight makes mi sigh...

this is something someone reali dun reali like....

but wat else could limpeh do?

i dunno at all....

maybe this is life....

in life u gain something, while u lose some...

dun be sad when u lose something,

as u might be actually gaining something instead,

on the verse,

when u gain something,

dun be happy...

as u might be losing something instead...

which couple do remember when they say the first love U?

we do celebrateS annivesarieS yearly,

but do we reali hab to do that?

r we reali happy when we celebrate,

or is it juz another routing of life?

is it e life u wanted or due to others whom oso doing it...

are we actually living for ourselves

or for some others to see?

does the eyes of others meant so much to 1self...

or u're ownself as lost too?

i can rather tell u im so lost that i dun even knw which heaven i m....

in relationships, we quarreled,

but why do we hab to quarrel,

when we hab to coax the other party?

i dun understand that..

quarreling may froster relationship,

but it could stainED it too..

hab u wonder when u're quarreling..

r u frostering relationship or stainning it?

sigh... life is in such a arkward position..

juz like *sotong says,

at times we hab to take a step back n look..

there's a time n place to stop but will u do that??

and like i asked *monkey recently,

would u rather live ur life in regrets or take another risk?

how many risk n regrets could 1selve take in life??

can u hold ur promise for a lifetime,

or promises are reali meant to be broken?

how many promises how u made wifout 1selve knowin,

and how many have u fufilled?

dun ask wat the other party hab done,

but instead asked wat hab u done..

nabeh, u think i've muz be drunk or sad,

but i tell u...

my 1selve oso dunno.... *nah.. not drunk at all lah!

hahaa... but rather Very awake!

u may think its getting long but i think its sibeh short!

its my blog so dun make too much noise,

n not all reads all mah,

who reali does reads my blog man...

aku tata wu la.....

like wat lim[peh says.. no 1 cares, no1 bothers...

i reali think its getting abit long le lor... hahaa.. no clips today.. maybe the next post will hab clip... Ms lion.. can i post u playing the solo of Dance of Yao... the focus is not all on but i reali think u would wanna see or rather hear... no off sound.. no worries.... hahahaa.... yeap.. gonna enjoy the next half bottle of my wine le.... its such a long entry... Fairy Godsis.. i miss u!... i finally understand wat u hab said then..... ;) cheerios!!

2008-07-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

Ms horse... argh.... u make mi go wrong place to find pix to delete lor.... i think my facebook no post pix at all.. no wonder cant find pix to delete... all are being tag.... mi trying to find pix to delete for hrs lor.. then i went friendster to see... i think she's refering to friendster.... okay.. nvm... over n deleted.... SIGH.... seeing on those happy smiles going out of my site n sight make mi sigh.... those pix reali do make mi miss those times.... cannot imagine that i was even deleted out of her account..... sigh.... hab sent a request over to her on friendster, up to her whether to add back.... wateva.... thinking of wat clip to post next... i think i'm fine.. no worries.. erm... dun think ppl would be worried either.... juz hope i'll not hab nightmare nor sweet dream again tonite....

2008-07-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

haben been slping well these few nites.... after a drinking session last fri, hab been having nightmare since.... argh... i wonder why i hab dream of those ppl.... strange..... oh well.. i hope i'll hab a good nite slp tonite!... okie.. SK.. next clip is for u... a windy bday cake cutting out at the beach.... getting the candle holder out if u still can remember that moment... its abit dark.. so.. hehee.. hab to listen more to see..... think its ur 19 birthday then......

2008-07-17T04:50:00.003+08:00

hahaa... posting wif choo slping on my hse sofa... weakling... mi weak enuff le he even weaker than mi.... joker.... 2 bottles of beer VOMITed.... still dare request come my hse ask mi open my red wine.. okay.. i opened... 1 n a half glass.. asked for plastic back vomit n he's now snoring his night away on my sofa.... waste my kfc chicken n wine onli lor.... hahaa... alvin choo... 1 nite, 2 times vomit but i'm still awake... still can be blogging away.... something muz be very wrong..... so did any1 appriciate those clips i posted.... Mr monkey... like the clip i post?... SUAVE rite.. playing SOLO at NKF extravaganza!!... hahhaaa!! i bet u've forgotten the moment lor... hahaa... it clip worth a million now!!

2008-07-16T20:37:00.002+08:00

since no much ppl likes to be on my blog... Mr Monkey.. i'll hab u up next..... hahahaaa!.. an old old skool clip which i think u've already forgotten!! not onli u, i think all dun reali know that this moment was all taken down..... proudly owned by onli mi!! its now a video worth a million!!! Enjoy the clip Mr Monkey!!

2008-07-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

hahaa.. managed to lay my hands on these old old skool videos...... juz a sneak preview of those good old times.... let the video paints a thousand words!...... i think more would be interested in these old skool ones....... cherished moments......... let mi know wat kinda clip r more popular...... AK or GVSB times........

2008-07-15T18:09:00.003+08:00

okie.. here's another video.... Mr Monkey n Mr Pig singing Zuo You Wei Nan... a song which they sing in sec skool n duno how they mangaged to get Second prize lor... hahaa.... n Mr Pig Always complain that they should b getting First place instead!.. hahaa.. oh well.... its yrs after the com that they sing this song again... enjoy the moment of the clip.... not as good as in sec skool but its better than nothing.....

2008-07-11T19:06:00.006+08:00

hehee... sneak preview of a portion of old skool funny times...... one of my funny brudder wif her gf of then, wife of the future....... if anyone find it uncomfortable, tag mi or msn mi.. i'll bring the clip totally down...

CLIP REMOVED...

2008-07-11T17:56:00.002+08:00

pix of reservice... stay tune ppl... gonna post some old clips soon..... clips of AK... hahaa.... old skool times!

2008-07-10T14:32:00.002+08:00

received a msg from monkey that his granny hab handed her citizenship on planet earth this morning... take it easy monkey n i know u sure will!.... *grin* do ur last part for ur granny by takin pixs n video at the parade... tae it easy brudder........

okie.. think lately hab been going fishing frequently... wif my platoonmates.... went wif them last sun this going to go on this sat again... yeah.... long time no see ppl fish n now fisher hab changed their method... they can no longer use reel.. juz a carbon rod n a nylon string attached to it.... no reel... its like those TV type of old ppl method... so old style lor, but they still can managed to catch fish.. interesting..... when out wif some frens last nite for dinner n small drinking session.... hab been meet up wif them quite lately as i think no other ppl will be very interested in meeting mi le lor... complicacity mi... hahahaa... I'm Mr Devil... Aarrgghh.... hahahaa.... went dinner at a HK cafe at Orchard... knn.. the food SO salty lor!! suck to max de lor... wan u drop as much hair as u can after u eat their stuff lor.... after dinner when for a short shopping as some1 wanted to get something in mind... waited quite awhile while he tried on stuffs lor... hahaha... after which we when to chill at the Balcony @ the hereen.... not a bad place la....... like the rocking chairs there.... rock n rock.... we were thinking hard of wat to drink then "darling" said wanted to try their ice wine again so we opened a bottle shared by 3.. as 1 of our fren dun drink.... wah... reali quite nice lor... abit icy, dun hab the rather alcohol taste unlike red wine, n most importantly it taste sweet!.. hehehe.. nowonder most ladies love it.... mi no bring my camara out so need wait for ppl to sent mi those pix... hehehee....

2008-07-09T13:32:00.002+08:00

finally back to blog...... last 1 week of ict shag mi out totally..... low key of ict sure is fun.... cannot imagine how many times i bathe a day, wat kinda timing i hab suppers from Mac... okie... juz on day 1, i bathe at least 5 times... hahaa... earli morning, b4 n after meals n before going to bed...... shiok... n i dun even be bother to bring my toiletries, keep stealing for platoon mates, as there's a "long distance relative" in my platoon... hahahaa.... ppl there are all very willing to share wif mi... hahaha.... haiz.. lying on the same bed, same corner, but could not be think of the same Gal i always think during ICT... sigh... okie... mi wan say mi lost 400bucks in camp.... knn... say le oso sain.... char jian er guo lor! i dun gamble in camp, so how did i lost 400 bucks?? curious rite? this ict was a low key, meant for range n ippt.... the range could make us 200 bucks richer, it not like in the past which is individual effort, its section level, meaning if 1 fucker in ur section not happy wan sabo the rest he can.... marksman is sectional level now.. my section onli need 1 shot each n we could be 200 bucks richer... but my section some really quite bobo so goes my 1st 200... then came thursday ippt, lost another 200 bucks there... was actually aiming for GOLD.... all static station get 5 points except board jump.. 4 points... was running like a mad dog on the track aiming to hit the gold timing... 9.59.. on my 5th round saw the board timing that my timing is 8.30 so was thinking, do i still hab chance? can i do next 400m in 1.29 sec? hack care.. open up my pace n go for it... then knnbccb, clocked a timing of 10.07! 8 seconds late! this 8 seconds cost mi another 200 bucks, not Gold, onli Silver... sibeh sain.... okie.... dun wan sayore le.. more say bout that 400 bucks more sain.... will try post some picks i took later.....

2008-06-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

i've got another visitor today... yeah...... ohya, mi wanna say something to Chuan Chun, Happy 24th Birthday to u! may u hab many many happy returns n be always showered by tons n tons of love..... enjoy the special day while i'm protecting u in my annual chalet retreat... hahaaa.... yeap... i'll be going for my annual chalet retreat starting tomolo, or rather later... my fren will be picking mi up at 0515hrs.... meaning mi left wif 4 hrs of rest time.... got to be his VC coz i dun think he knows the way back..... Lim Chu Kang is the place that i'll be chaleting..... its a 4 storey chalet n 3 meals will be provided, king koil bed i'll be slping on but theres no aircon as its a rather cooling place wif onli cemetries around.... sounds GREAT isn't it?? wif so many ppl accompaniment, i'm so looking forward to it.. mi can chat my nite thru if lonely..... i'm so glad i've got frens like them... so ppl... dun miss mi when mi not bloging these few days, i'm not dead or wat.. mi juz going for chalet... i think there'll be oso no one missing mi... sigh... nvm.. my parents will sure miss mi!.... hahahaa!! okie... signing off here... take gd care ppl!! tag tag tag mi k!! will update when i'm back from my chalet..... boy, i love chaleting wif these ppl........ byessssss...

2008-06-28T04:35:00.004+08:00

i think i'm in love if 1 of A*mei's song... its ru guo ni ye ting shuo..... heard it once when i went ktv earlier this yr wif army buddies, but last few week went wif another fren of mine.. a pretty cute lady... WOW.. think she can reali sing quite well... kena dian dao by her when she sings this song... good lyrics, nice melody..... i like... makes mi hab a penny of thought..... thought of stuffS i SHOULD NOT be even thinking... it does or gives mi nothing but sorrow.. pure heartache sorrow.. killing my limited brain cells.... darn.... i dun like.... i hab done my part... n i will over come all these precious shitS that she gave.. thanks her alot very much.... she let mi knew how ugly human being could hab been..... dun be mistaken.. i'm not arrow shooting any1.. its juz some view of myself... their many views to stuffs.. all i say here are simply my very personal view... dun like wat i say come back weeks later or if totally pissed off... then get lost.. be so lost that u'll not visit my blog anymore.... hehehee... i repeat, it's all juz simply my side of view..... nvm.. over n very done.... juz backed from help another fren... tiring nite today... when to help spring cleaning of his fren studio.... tiring nite.. sometimes i wonder.. i help ppl, who help mi?? hhmmm.... we'll see... Life, its an interesting game... learning how to play it after 25 years of my life.. hope it's still not too late....... i wan slp le... take care my "fren"s...... enjoy this "long" weekend!!

ps. this is my blog... its up to u to think of wat i blog.... i say wat i like, it's juz my personal point of view... Sorry if i did offend anyone... Thanks!

2008-06-27T16:11:00.003+08:00

wah... how did the Ms Lion knows so quickly that mi hab reopen my blog de lor... i dun think i got tell anyone yet or post anything on my msn as nick for advertisment yet leh.... nvm.. i've done nothing shameful or say any stuff to provoke any1, i've got nothing to hide from any1.... hahaa... i m who i m... Ms Lion, now u know le dun tell ppl yet lor... mi wan see who's next.. hehee.... thanks for tagging.. was a surpise for u to drop by.... drop by frequently n dun forget to tag at times..... take care!! see ya soon!!

2008-06-26T20:53:00.004+08:00

yeah!.... i'm back! mi juz earn 200 bucks in A hr..... shiok..... finally.. my blog is open once more... for some Caring frens out there to know wat hab i been doing lately..... good or bad is up to them to think... lalalaa..... yeap... this week went for 2 interviews.. awaiting results.... some1 call mi la..... i hab quite enjoyed enuff le lor..... pocket reali wan enpty le... but lucky managed to "earn" this 200 bucks juz now..... happy happy...... hahaa.... hey ppl.. does my this skin looks nice?? better than the precious moments?? i think quite not bad lah.... i like..... if not oso wun use this skin.... was thinking of opening but counldnt find any skins i like... so today.. tartar..... my new skin but old address.... wonder if some1 will knw if i no say i've reopen... lets wait n see..... if u managed to stumble back, please tag mi gimme know lor!!..... hahaa... take care ppl...... tag mi soon!..........

2008-06-26T16:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes in life, u make decisionS n dun look back...... ppl muz be thinking i might be somehow be longing for the elephant but i wanna say, NO... i will make myself or rather force myself to bring her out of my life... i've been thru happy moments n teary times wif her but its all now over n done.... get this straight Mr Huang Yiying, u've been hurt enuff from this lady.... u shouldn't be going thru all these over again..... YOU deserve someone more n much better than her! force urself to not think or her or wat... ITS NOT WORTH IT! in life there're much more better stuff to be done than to be thinking of the past.... its easy saying but i know i can n i will do it.... sigh... okie.. time to but HER aside... was flipping thru my hp doc n i've been listening to the ktv session i recorded while fren singing... hehee, gotta admit that her voice is reali nice when singing!... longing to go ktv wif her SOON!! Came across this recorded track then suddenly i miss my X-lover.... she's always there wif mi thru these yrs but i think i some how have forgotten her existance.... muz shower more love n spent some quantity n quality time wif her le.... in the past i always spent hrs of my time wif her, touching her, playing wif her... always giving so wonderful time but i think i've kinda lose some feel n touch for her but i will make myself hab the past feel back.... to love her more this time.... sigh.. i need that old feel back... the touch on her wif my gentle fingers, listen to her more.... its a love since young but now y m i not loving her as much... wats happening to mi... dun worry baby... i will acc u when i hab the time.... listening to u n feeling u wif my fingers once more.... u will not be lonely again okie??..... let mi hab the chance to make more wonderful memories together okie....... i will be able to make myself hab the feel back.... lets hab the melodies of life that ppl always envy......................

2008-06-11T21:07:00.001+08:00

~~closed down.....~~ reopened.....